Keith Urban wants his wife, Nicole Kidman, to come home to him as the actress continues to struggle with grief.
RadarOnline.com can reveal that the country singer is doing everything she can to support Kidman following the death of her mother, Janelle, in September, just hours before the movie star was awarded best actress for her role in Babygirl at the Venice Film Festival .
Kidman was forced to leave the event, but left a statement read by film director Halina Reijn, which read: “Today I arrived in Venice shortly after to find out that my beautiful, brave mother Janelle Ann Kidman has just passed away.
“I am in shock and I have to go to my family, but this award is for her. She shaped me, she guided me and she made me.”
Now, amid her grief, Kidman and Urban are just trying to cope with everything that’s happened to them, as a source shared, “Keith and Nicole have had their worst year ever.”
The insider continued: “They have barely spent any time together and [Kidman] has been alone during some of the most disturbing times.”
Although the 57-year-old has a busy schedule, including promoting her films and TV shows, some are concerned that she hasn’t had time to properly mourn her mother’s death.
“Everyone’s big concern is, how much can she handle?” the source shared, adding that Urban has even suggested he stop touring after the end of his Las Vegas residency to support his wife.
The insider said: “He owes everything, including his life, to Nicole, so quitting big live shows is an easy choice.”
This is because Kidman’s close friends and loved ones are concerned about her mental health.
A source told RadarOnline.com: “All Nicole can talk about is how she feels adrift without the woman she considered her guardian angel and guiding light wherever she was in the world.
“She is devastated and her team and loved ones are praying that her mental health will endure.”
Earlier this month, the Oscar winner admitted that she cries more now than ever before.
Discussing films that made her emotional, she told GQ: “I cry, I do. I consider myself open to emotions. Now more. Even more.” When asked why she thought it felt “all the more” now, Kidman replied, “Mortality. Connection. Life comes and hits you.’
“And losing parents and raising children and marriage and all the things that make you a fully conscious human being.”
The 57-year-old added: “I’m in all those places. Such is life, oh well. It’s definitely a journey. And it hits you as you get older…it’s waking up at 3am, crying and panting kind of When you’re in it and you don’t numb yourself to it. And I’m completely into it.’