Cher’s manager reveals what she really thought about her husband Sonny

In Cher’s just-released memoir: Cher: The Memoir – Part Onethe entertainer admitted to having suicidal thoughts while married to Bono.

She writes in her book: “I stepped barefoot onto the balcony of our suite and stared down. I became dizzy with loneliness. I saw how easy it would be to step over the edge and simply disappear. For a few crazy minutes I couldn’t imagine any other option.”

The 78-year-old admits she has reached this point “five or six times,” but each time she thought of her child, which helped pull her away from the suicidal thoughts.

This isn’t the first time Cher has spoken out about her rocky marriage to Bono, even admitting that he wasn’t faithful.