Diddy’s late longtime ex-girlfriend Kim Porter details the alleged abuse she suffered at the hands of the disgraced producer, who fathered three of her children, in a never-before-seen memoir that emerged nearly six years after her mysterious and sudden death. say.
July 29, 2024, published at 5:10 PM ET
Diddies deceased ex-girlfriend Kim Porter details the alleged abuse she suffered at the hands of the disgraced producer, who fathered three of her children, in a never-before-seen memoir.
A source, who wished to remain anonymous, provided the document to RadarOnline.com and said it was found on Porter’s long-lost flash drive.
It was given to the informant by someone “very close to Kim and Diddy” and was written in the months leading up to her sudden death, the person claimed.
While we can’t independently verify these claims, the 40-page manuscript — which we reviewed — is filled with explosive anecdotes about the actress and model’s time with the rapper, born Sean John Combs.
In one chapter, Porter wrote about how the “jealous” rapper’s short fuse left her “walking on eggshells,” and recalled an instance where he allegedly sent her to the hospital after brutally hitting her with a chair.
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Porter, who was 47 when she died in 2018, had three children with Diddy.
Porter was 47 years old at the time she died at her Los Angeles home shortly before midnight on November 15, 2018.
The Los Angeles County Medical Examiner called her manner of death “natural” and the cause “lobar pneumonia,” a condition characterized by inflammation and infection in the lungs.
But unanswered questions surrounding her death have resurfaced as accusations of violent behavior mount against Diddy – including from another of his exes, Cassie Ventura – in addition to a federal one sex trafficking investigation.
Social media users have even suggested that Porter’s death may have been a move intended to prevent the publication of the memoir she never finished, in which our source said she discussed Diddy’s story. alleged involvement at the murder of Tupac Shakur.
For his part, Combs discussed the Tupac conspiracy theory in 2008.
In an interview with AllHipHop.com, he said: “This story is beyond ridiculous and completely untrue. Neither Piggy nor I had any knowledge of an attack before, during or after it occurred. It is a complete lie to suggest that there was any involvement by Biggie or myself.”
There have never been any criminal charges, indictments or convictions against Combs in connection with the claims.
Porter’s father told Rolling stone he was disgusted by a hotel surveillance video from 2016, obtained by CNNat which point the 54-year-old Ventura kicked and dragged.
He said he “wondered” whether his daughter was similarly abused during her 13-year relationship with the music mogul.
Additionally, former Bad Boy rapper Mark Curry told the outlet of Porter’s relationship with Diddy, “I remember Kim going through a lot of things. When you live around them you see the toxic relationship…I think every relationship he had and that I experienced around him was like that.
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As accusations against Diddy pile up, there are suspicions about his possible involvement in Porter’s death.
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Porter described the exchange that led to her hospital visit in the alleged memoir obtained by RadarOnline.com, writing: “We were supposed to go out to dinner but he was in a bad mood. Sean shouted, ‘What the fuck!’ I should have been walking on eggshells when I came out of the bathroom, but I saw he was holding flowers, so I smiled, “You brought me flowers!” Sean shouted, “No! So whose the fuck are they?” I was stunned and told him honestly, ‘I don’t know. Probably just a fan.'”
“He threw the attached card at me. I picked it up to read it. ‘Sean, I…’ He hit me so hard I fell to the ground. Sean shouted, ‘Who were you with last night?’ ?’ I looked at the card next to me and it said, ‘It was great the other day, we have to do it again.'”
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A source who wished to remain anonymous sent us files they say are from Porter’s long-lost flash drive, containing an alleged memoir she was writing in the months leading up to her death.
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According to the document, when she tried to explain, Combs “threw the flowers” at her and said, “That’s not how this works! You have my child! You’re not touching anyone unless I let you!”
She wrote: “[Diddy] grabbed my coffee mug and smashed it against the wall. Coffee flew everywhere as he shouted, ‘Who does he think he is?'”
While “desperately trying to calm him down”, Porter insisted: “It was just coffee at the producer’s, it was nothing!” She explained that they met to discuss “maybe I’ll be in another movie he wants to produce”.
Sean exploded even more: ‘Does he want to move my damn family?’ At the top of my lungs, “My damn family!” He turned the table over and broke it. It was a tough table, but Sean is stronger than he looks.”
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Porter recalled waking up in the hospital after Diddy allegedly hit her with a chair, according to our tipster.
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“I begged him, ‘Sean please!’ He shouted at me: ‘What?!’ I tried my best to calm him down, “He probably didn’t know. You’re dating someone else in public. So…” He yelled at me, and somehow it seemed even more intense. So you didn’t tell him to back off?!'”
“And then out of nowhere he hit me with a chair. I don’t remember anything after that until I woke up in a hospital room.”
According to the document, when Porter woke up in the hospital, she said, “My arm was in a cast and hanging from a sling. My face hurt. My eyebrow was in tremendous pain, as was my lip. When I came to, it hurt. ” The first face I saw was that of the man who brought me here.”
“Sean asked with concern in his voice, “How are you feeling?” I replied, ‘Stay away from me.'”
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Porter was apparently concerned that Diddy was trying to make her “look crazy,” calling the producer a “kingpin.”
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Writing in the so-called manuscript, she said Diddy apologized and told her, “I don’t know what came over me,” but she feared for her safety because they were in a “private hospital room and no one would hear me. ” I could scream like my life depended on it, but it didn’t matter.”
As she lay in the hospital bed, the musician reportedly said, “I was just so jealous. You know how I am… I’m sorry. Baby, I promise, I’ll never lay my hands on you again, I swear. ”
She remembered thinking, “I’ve heard this song one too many times.”
Porter then wrote that she was afraid Diddy would lie and say she “was in a car accident,” and claimed he told her, “They’re going to feel sorry for you, that you hit your head.”
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‘He wanted to make me look crazy. They would believe him. He was a Kingpin.”
Still, she said Combs “spent the next six months helping me heal and working his way back into my life.” And in my bed.’
“I was so stupid. And of course I wasn’t cast in either movie. From what I understand, the producer died of pneumonia.”
It was unclear when the alleged incident occurred, but Porter noted that Combs was “publicly dating someone else” at the time.
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The couple met while working at his label, Uptown Records, and started dating in 1994. They had three children together: the 26-year-old rapper Christian Casey Combs – aka King Combs – and 17 years old twin daughters D’Lila Star and Jessie James Combs.
The supposed meeting referred to would likely have taken place sometime between Christian’s birth in 1998 and the twins’ birth in 2006, as Porter noted in the memoir that Christian was “with the nanny” at the time, and wrote in the next chapter about the birth of her twins. .
The source that gave RadarOnline.com access to the document plans to publish the whole thing under the title, Kim’s Lost Words: A Journey to Justice, from the Other Side.